clear mind

i'm seeking a clear mind. but don't know how i can do that with a stuffy nose. i'm feeling dizzy and out of control. i don't know what to pick. i need to pick something, choose something to keep my focus on. if i do that, i think other things will fall into place, and then i will no longer be lost.

wow, could i sound more dramatic? no wonder i'm alone.

no love.
mel...