because it will be...

just breathe

having a great day today - getting ready for a sweet night. <3

love,
lala


p.s. i weigh 105.6... and that means Perfect.

clear mind

i'm seeking a clear mind. but don't know how i can do that with a stuffy nose. i'm feeling dizzy and out of control. i don't know what to pick. i need to pick something, choose something to keep my focus on. if i do that, i think other things will fall into place, and then i will no longer be lost.

wow, could i sound more dramatic? no wonder i'm alone.

no love.
mel...

and you're done.

A poem about eternity that didn't last.
by melissa patino



nevermore will i seek you,
my old friend i can not meet you.
you were bad enough to string me along
you broke my heart for way too long.

i asked you not to tell me,
then you forced it apon me.
i cried for days
now i only feel hate.

forget you now
forget you later
forget me for that purpose, greater
the second i forget you,
you wrote me a letter.

my heart is on my sleeve
my fault, as i am easy to please
as i pleased you for too long
my fault for stringing you along.

good luck
i take it back
maybe you will fall and crack
till then old friend
i will never see you again.

- MP

madelieine peyroux

Lyrics to Half The Perfect World :
Every night he’d come to me
I’d cook for him, I’d pour his tea
I was in my thirties then
Had made some money
Lived with men

We’d lay us down to give and get
Beneath the white mosquito net
And since no counting had begun
We lived a thousand years in one

The candles burned
The moon went down
The polished hill
The milky town
Transparent, weightless, luminous
Uncovering the two of us
On that fundamental ground
Where love’s unwilled, unleashed, unbound
And half the perfect world is found

The candles burned
The moon went down
The polished hill
The milky town
Transparent, weightless, luminous
Uncovering the two of us
On that fundamental ground
Where love’s unwilled, unleashed, unbound
And half the perfect world is found

love you.

Snow Days

Texas has been having some wacky weather... I had the last two days off due to the ics and sleet all over the DFW metroplex. What did I do?! Have a Dexter Marathon day! Drank warm tea, and enjoyed my extra weekend, in the middle of the week!

love,
Lala